Saturday, June 14, 2008
歌词：张惠妹
作曲:周杰伦
填词:李焯雄
监制：崔炎德, Evi Yang
编曲：Adrian Chan
突然发现
站了好久 不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我
再多人陪只会
更寂寞 许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可
委屈却没有人诉说
夜把心洋葱般剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多
如果你也听说 有没有想过我想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得 又无可奈何
如果你也听说
会不会相信我 对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔
阿妹！我永远支持你！
你的歌说了我心里的话。。。
I BLOGGED AT12:22 AM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
went for checkup todae.
was a great experience for me..ya AND a EMO DAY TOO...
ok...it goes like this..
was late for the meeting at the pp stn. went with jerome n the other guy.
was so blur lar as in not sure how the things go. even the building also not sure whether correct or not...but ya..
1) Photo taking--stupid uncle...dunno how to use mouth n speak ar...point here n there how i noe wht u wan? haiz...lolx
2)Urine test--this one still ok. but then dunno why got so many ppl dunno how to read instructions one. haha. my urine was oK! then i also witness some ppl their urine got prob...protein in urine...eeww..
3)Blood test--got the medic to draw my blood...LUCKILY he poke correctly n nothing happen. i was so surprised when he said:"wah...i todae so lucky"..lolx.. so i was thinkin maybe other days he all poke wrongly...thank god!
4)Ear test--hate the counter guy...speak louder la...how i noe u talkin to me...lolx..so i was like in this enclosed rm n they started playin different sound..lolx...so funny lo...the sound!
5)Eye test--oK! nothing big happen here! is just that i think i no need wear specs also can see lo..
6)X-ray--oMg...the guy is funny la... this station is some theme park ride la...haha...somemore the guy said"thank you, bye bye...have a nice day!" in a unmanly tone..haha
7)Dental-test--oK! nothing big also...did teeth x-ray b4...
8)ECG test--strip to my shorts n had to lie on this bed...where they put suction caps on ur chest... i was so nervous la...i also dunno why...so my heartbeat was like quite high..lolx...SO STUPID...had to go back in 1 mth time to do this test again!
9)MO--check below n tell any medical conditions...took less than a min!
10)Aptitude test--hate this one...cos it was so BORING! dunno do how questions..personally like the sequence section haha...hate the speed section...i thought click on the number la...in the end is press the number pad.
so i ended faster than jerome! n i thought i was the FIRST to finish...so jerome n i waited for the other guy...wait...wait...wait...took chinese newspaper...wait...change seats...wait...wondering how come no more ppl coming out of the rm...wait...y dun u call him....ringring.."I'm at home liao"...
both of us was so freakin pissed la...
as soon as i got my phone back...i called the other guy n scolded him like siao! i think the hdb ppl can hear me la...
i mean...if u end early then wait for us la...WAIT inside the building la...
wht's the point of waitin outside where i dun hav my phone with me n i can't receive anything...
at least if u wait inside we can see u rite...how the heck we know u finish liao when u were initially behind us...how we noe u got pes E n didn't had to do the computer test...
i mean....when u sms me n i nvr reply...surely i'm still inside la...i'm not like u la...u who dun reply...i dun don't reply la...was so emo la after hangin up the phone...
the WORST is u didn't even bother to apologise...
n the reason for leaving so early is that u need go friend's house...FRIEND'S HOUSE!
wth...
why even make an appointment...NS CHECKUP leh...how u noe wht time u end...
i'm feeling so emotional now...
is like we are worse than his friends la...we r not his friends...
dun even bother to apologise...
haiz...
I BLOGGED AT4:29 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
i nvr had this feeling for a very very long time alrdy... as in this time is so diff.. so intense..
i've guess maybe if a person think too much abt the past, he/she tends to emo.
seriously.
"why did i not execute that action","i could have done many things in the past to lead a better life...why didn't i" somehow...this question really make me....emo...
"why could such things happen without you yourself not knowing it" this is really serious.
worse thing is u r listening to some emo songs too... sometimes...it really make u feel sad..
my tears are dried up alrdy...
I BLOGGED AT12:10 AM
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
he practically dao me thruout the whole thing la.
very well... serve him right.. see la... dao me la.. fine..forget it liao..
anyway, the camp was quite "quite" successful. apparently, our 9 j1s drop to 8 to 7 to 6 then to 5.
becos some j1 jump boat to CO
one of them went overseas
one of them had stomach inflection (still come sch to support his fellow house councilors...i also dunno why...so stupid la)
the last one quite poor thing bah...halfway thru..mother called n said grandpa passed away..haiz..
the midnite exco interview wasn't very productive...cos...haha...quite difficult to decide since only got 5 j1s in the camp n 4 positions to give... n the worst is pres dunno how to decide... alamak..
i practically didn't slp in the whole morning la...until 9 plus bah...slept in the lab for 1hr...
haha...well...haiz
I BLOGGED AT11:48 PM
